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I've found that in the past few months that for every purely kind act i made I made another of uncontrolled rage. The less I held to violent roots, the more violence bubbled to the surface. But it seems that that has passed somewhat. Trying to direct myself in terrifying concrete ways that affect whether i live comfortably or in terrible poverty and debt while my inner life is soaring amongst maddening thoughts of abstract avenues amongst crumbling emotional strongholds blah blah ab planet of fragments blah
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