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School year is over, hooray hoorah. yip yip yee.
These are terribly violent times to me in an inward fashion, but perhaps only because i now can spare the energy to acknowledge the feelings rather than only the progress, due to lack of studies/starvation. The way I move through situation to situation is becoming more and more noticeably a self- mummification process. Self-obliterating, subliminal; limen to liminality to vacuousness. Co-existance makes a very lonely hot padded blade, with one being all beyond and one being all forward. As I get older though I've learned more and more to bear the long stretch of transitions in austerity. Running on no energy but friction.
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