i think when i get money again i'm going to order a vial of salvia. i'd like dmt but i want to smoke it first to guage the bodily reaction but dave wants to make the drink. the longer time that the drink gives is enticing but the physical reaction sounds pretty terrible. i am lonely and i think it may be better now to find the company of creatures rather than people. The goodies are scattered across the states and up here its hard to find a female friend and the loyalty of men leaves much to be wanted. I had a disturbing dream just now but its hard to explain. Jesus seems to be after me these days.
