it seems like every human life is another grain of sand grating against something great. once i would have said that it was carving out a masterpeice sculpture of blah blah humanity blah nature blah science blah unity blah but now there is a feeling that pulls back on those reigns. i don't trust anyone at all anymore. an atmosphere of disconnectedness and wrongness has come and i can't tell what side it's on anymore. i want to quit and pull down and forget that i had anything that was important to me. i just want to work, sleep, and be alone. and i know, it'll pass but i've said that about everything and it all doeas pass but the next wave is always worse.
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