i had a dream two nights ago in which i was going with a group of people to inspect some kind of water silo for damage. We were in a red boat and a helicopter hovered above us waiting to pick us up. Suddenly the water began to churn violently. The boat was capsized and two men and a women clung to it while the helicopter extended a ladder. The fourth man was thrown into the water and as the others strggled to pull him up the woman said "we are three birds and one sad owl". i took this to mean that my animus is in danger of sinking into unconsiousness and my wholeness is breaking up. I went to work where i do nothing really but sit there since its too cold for anyone to use the pool and remembered that i had a never used copy of the i ching. aii YIII! The accuracy and correspondence to my central images was insano. My most encompassing image has been one of a wide field full of blinding light that gives way to and underground cave with a stream running through it and i got the ideograms "field" and "gorge". In combination the meaning was "legion". I won't say much else about it but that it is a wonderful objective system that i am very glad to have found.
Also i think i have decided to do something on Jan Toorop for my senior paper:
